
Donna Sellers, President, John’s Foundation for Cushing’s Awareness, mother of a Cushing’s patient.
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Donna Sellers, President, John’s Foundation for Cushing’s Awareness, mother of a Cushing’s patient.
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Dr. Dori Middleman is a Psychophamacologist, Certified Gestalt Psychotherapist and Cushing’s Patient.
She has had both pituitary surgery and two gamma knife radiosurgeries.
Listen at http://www.blogtalkradio.com/cushingshelp/2008/06/12/dr-dori-middleman-pituitary-cushings-survivor
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Todayâs Cushingâs Awareness Challenge post is about kidney cancer (renal cell carcinoma). You might wonder how in the world this is related to Cushingâs. I think it is, either directly or indirectly.
I alluded to this earlier ago when I said:
I finally started the Growth Hormone December 7, 2004.
Was the hassle and 3 year wait worth it?
Stay tuned for tomorrow, April 22, 2017 when all will be revealed.
So, as I said, I started Growth Hormone for my panhypopituitarism on December 7, 2004. Â I took it for a while but never really felt any better, no more energy, no weight loss. Â Sigh.
April 14, 2006, I went back to the endo and found out that the arginine test that was done in 2004 was done incorrectly. The directions were written unclearly and the test run incorrectly, not just for me but for everyone who had this test done there for a couple years. My endo discovered this when he was writing up a research paper and went to the lab to check on something.
So, I went off GH again for 2 weeks, then was retested. The âgood newsâ was that the arginine test is only 90 minutes now instead of 3 hours.
Wow, what a nightmare my arginine retest started! I went back for that Thursday, April 27, 2006. Although the test was shorter, I got back to my hotel and just slept and slept. I was so glad that I hadnât decided to go right home after the test.
Friday I felt fine and drove back home, no problem. I picked up my husband for a biopsy he was having and took him to an outpatient surgical center. While I was there waiting for the biopsy to be completed, I started noticing blood in my urine and major abdominal cramps.
There were signs all over that no cell phones were allowed so I sat in the restroom (I had to be in there a lot, anyway!) and I left messages for several of my doctors on what I should do. It was Friday afternoon and most of them were gone đ Â I finally decided to see my PCP after I got my husband home.
When Tom was done with his testing, his doctor took one look at me and asked if I wanted an ambulance. I said no, that I thought I could make it to the emergency room ok â Tom couldnât drive because of the anesthetic they had given him. I barely made it to the ER and left the car with Tom to park. Tomâs doctor followed us to the ER and instantly became my new doctor.
They took me in pretty fast since I was in so much pain, and had the blood in my urine. At first, they thought it was a kidney stone. After a CT scan, my new doctor said that, yes, I had a kidney stone but it wasnât the worst of my problems, that I had kidney cancer. Wow, what a surprise that was! I was admitted to that hospital, had more CT scans, MRIs, bone scans, they looked everywhere.
My new “instant doctor” felt that he wasn’t up to the challenge of my surgery, so he called in someone else. Â My next new “instant doctor” came to see me in the ER in the middle of the night. Â He patted my hand, like a loving grandfather might and said: “At least you won’t have to do chemotherapy”. Â And I felt so reassured.
It wasn’t until later, much after my surgery, that I found out that there was no chemo yet that worked for my cancer. Â I was so thankful for the way he told me. Â I would have really freaked out if he’d said that nothing they had was strong enough!
My open radical nephrectomy was May 9, 2006 in another hospital from the one where the initial diagnosis was made. My surgeon felt that he needed a specialist from that hospital because he believed pre-op that my tumor had invaded into the vena cava because of its appearance on the various scans. Luckily, that was not the case.
My entire left kidney and the encapsulated cancer (10 pounds worth!) were removed, along with my left adrenal gland and some lymph nodes. Although the cancer (renal cell carcinoma AKA RCC) was very close to hemorrhaging, the surgeon believed he got it all.
He said I was so lucky. If the surgery had been delayed any longer, the outcome would have been much different. I repeated the CT scans every 3 months, just to be sure that there is no cancer hiding anywhere. As it turns out, I can never say Iâm cured, just NED (no evidence of disease). This thing can recur at any time, anywhere in my body.
I credit the arginine re-test with somehow aggravating my kidneys and revealing this cancer. Before the test, I had no clue that there was any problem. The arginine test showed that my IGF is still low but due to the kidney cancer I couldnât take my growth hormone for another 5 years â so the test was useless anyway, except to hasten this newest diagnosis.
So⌠either Growth Hormone helped my cancer grow or testing for it revealed a cancer I might not have learned about until later.
My five years are more than up now. Â In about 3 weeks I will be 12 years free of this cancer! Â My kidney surgeon *thinks* it would be ok to try the growth hormone again. My endo says maybe. Iâm still a little leery about this, especially where I didnât notice that much improvement.
The following is adapted from https://cushingsbios.com/2017/06/21/maryo-growth-hormone-update/…
May 4, 2017Â ~ My endo at Hopkins and I talked about maybe trying growth hormone again. Â We tested my levels locally and â surprise â everything is low, again.
So, we started the insurance routine again. Â My insurance rejected the growth hormone I took last time around. Â I just love how someone, a non-doctor who doesnât know me, can reject my person endocrinologistâs recommendation. Â My endo who specializes in Growth Hormone, who runs clinical trials for Johns Hopkins on âControl of growth hormone secretion, genetic causes of growth hormone deficiency, consequences of growth hormone deficiency.â
That insurance person has the power over the highly trained physician. Â Blows my mind.
But I digress. Â My doctor has agreed to prescribe Omnitrope, the insurance-guyâs recommendation.
June 14, 2017 ~ I got a call from my insurance.  They âmayâ need more information from my doctorâŚand they need it in 72 hours.
My doctorâs nurse says that they have to refer this to their pharmacy.
June 15, 2017Â ~ I got a call from the Omnitrope folks who said they will need approval from my insurance company <sigh> but they will send me a starter prescription of 30 days worth.
June 16, 2017 ~ I got a call from the Specialty Pharmacy.  Theyâre sending the first month supply on Tuesday.  Estimated co-pay is $535 a month.  I may have to rethink this whole thing đŚÂ  We sure donât have an extra $6000.00 a year, no matter how much better it might make me feel.
June 19, 2017Â ~ The kit arrived with everything but the actual meds and sharps.
June 20, 2017Â ~ The meds and sharps arrived along with the receipt. Â My insurance paid nearly $600 â and they took my copay out of my credit card for $533.
I still have to wait for the nurseâs visit to use this, even though Iâve used it in the past.
Iâve been doing some serious thinking in the last 24 hours. Â Even if I could afford $533 a month for this, should I spend this kind of money on something that may, or may not, help, that may, or may not, give me cancer again. Â We could do a couple cruises a year for this much money. Â Iâve pretty much decided that I shouldnât continue, even though I havenât taken the first dose of this round.
April 22, 2018 – I have been on the GH for nearly a year. I don’t feel any better, any less tired, haven’t lost any weight. The only change I notice is that I find myself more chatty, and I don’t like that. I’m thinking of going off this again after I’ve given it a year.
What will happen?
What to do?

I have seen this image several places online and it never ceases to crack me up. Sometimes, we really have strange things going on inside our bodies.
Usually, unlike Kermit, we ourselves know that something isn’t quite right, even before the doctors know. Keep in touch with your own body so you’ll know, even before the MRI.
I asked doctors for several years – PCP, gynecologist, neurologist, podiatrist – all said the now-famous refrain. “It’s too rare. You couldn’t have Cushing’s.” I kept persisting in my reading, making copies of library texts even when I didn’t understand them, keeping notes. I just knew that someone, somewhere would “discover” that I had Cushing’s.
Finally, someone did.
These days, there’s no excuse to keep you from learning all you can about what’s going on with you. There are your computer, books and the internet. Keep reading and learning all you can. You have a vested interest in what’s going on inside, not your doctor.


Leslie had pituitary tumors removed twice at the University Of Michigan. After her second surgery she gave birth to her second baby. She has had another recurrence and has had Gamma Knife Radiation April 3, 2008.
Listen at http://www.blogtalkradio.com/cushingshelp/2008/05/22/interview-with-jackie-samsmon-jordan (The title appears incorrect due to last minute guest changes.)
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It’s Sunday again, so this is another semi-religious post so feel free to skip it đ
I’m sure that many would think that Abide With Me is a pretty strange choice for my all-time favorite hymn, especially since it often shows up at funerals and memorial services.
My dad was a Congregational (now United Church of Christ) minister so I was pretty regular in church attendance in my younger years.
Some Sunday evenings, he would preach on a circuit and I’d go with him to some of these tiny churches. The people there, mostly older folks, liked the old hymns best – Fanny Crosby and so on.
So, some of my “favorite hymns” are those that I sang when I was out with my Dad. Fond memories from long ago.
In 1986 I was finally diagnosed with Cushing’s after struggling with doctors and trying to get them to test for about 5 years. I was going to go into the NIH (National Institutes of Health) in Bethesda, MD for final testing and then-experimental pituitary surgery.
I was terrified and sure that I wouldn’t survive the surgery.
Somehow, I found a 3-cassette tape set of Reader’s Digest Hymns and Songs of Inspiration and ordered that. The set came just before I went to NIH and I had it with me.
At NIH I set up a daily “routine” of sorts and listening to these tapes was a very important part of my day and helped me get through the ordeal of more testing, surgery, post-op and more.
When I had my kidney cancer surgery, those tapes were long broken and irreplaceable, but I had replaced all the songs – this time on my iPod.
Abide With Me was on this original tape set and it remains a favorite to this day. Whenever we have an opportunity in church to pick a favorite, my hand always shoots up and I request page 700. When someone in one of my handbell groups moves away, we always sign a hymnbook and give it to them. I sign page 700.
I think that many people would probably think that this hymn is depressing. Maybe it is but to me it signifies times in my life when I thought I might die and I was so comforted by the sentiments here.
This hymn is often associated with funeral services and has given hope and comfort to so many over the years – me included.
If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, you will ask what you desire, and it shall be done for you.
~John 15:7
Abide With Me
Words: Henry F. Lyte, 1847.
Music: Eventide, William H. Monk, 1861. Mrs. Monk described the setting:
This tune was written at a time of great sorrowâwhen together we watched, as we did daily, the glories of the setting sun. As the last golden ray faded, he took some paper and penciled that tune which has gone all over the earth.
Lyte was inspired to write this hymn as he was dying of tuberculosis; he finished it the Sunday he gave his farewell sermon in the parish he served so many years. The next day, he left for Italy to regain his health. He didnât make it, thoughâhe died in Nice, France, three weeks after writing these words. Here is an excerpt from his farewell sermon:
O brethren, I stand here among you today, as alive from the dead, if I may hope to impress it upon you, and induce you to prepare for that solemn hour which must come to all, by a timely acquaintance with the death of Christ.
For over a century, the bells of his church at All Saints in Lower Brixham, Devonshire, have rung out âAbide with Meâ daily. The hymn was sung at the wedding of King George VI, at the wedding of his daughter, the future Queen Elizabeth II, and at the funeral of Nobel peace prize winner Mother Teresa of Calcutta in1997.
Abide with me; fast falls the eventide;
The darkness deepens; Lord with me abide.
When other helpers fail and comforts flee,
Help of the helpless, O abide with me.
Swift to its close ebbs out lifeâs little day;
Earthâs joys grow dim; its glories pass away;
Change and decay in all around I see;
O Thou who changest not, abide with me.
Not a brief glance I beg, a passing word;
But as Thou dwellâst with Thy disciples, Lord,
Familiar, condescending, patient, free.
Come not to sojourn, but abide with me.
Come not in terrors, as the King of kings,
But kind and good, with healing in Thy wings,
Tears for all woes, a heart for every pleaâ
Come, Friend of sinners, and thus bide with me.
Thou on my head in early youth didst smile;
And, though rebellious and perverse meanwhile,
Thou hast not left me, oft as I left Thee,
On to the close, O Lord, abide with me.
I need Thy presence every passing hour.
What but Thy grace can foil the tempterâs power?
Who, like Thyself, my guide and stay can be?
Through cloud and sunshine, Lord, abide with me.
I fear no foe, with Thee at hand to bless;
Ills have no weight, and tears no bitterness.
Where is deathâs sting? Where, grave, thy victory?
I triumph still, if Thou abide with me.
Hold Thou Thy cross before my closing eyes;
Shine through the gloom and point me to the skies.
Heavenâs morning breaks, and earthâs vain shadows flee;
In life, in death, O Lord, abide with me.

Steve was diagnosed with HyperBeta Adrenergic Syndrome in August, 2005. Doctors thought he might have a pheo, now they’re checking for ACC cancer. Steve also has a newspaper article written about him. Steve’s daughter may also have Cushing’s.
Listen at http://www.blogtalkradio.com/cushingshelp/2008/04/10/interview-with-steve-owens
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